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I’m so sad and I don’t know why. Wait, that’s not true. I’ve been cold turkey off my meds for four days now and I feel like utter shit. Still haven’t been able to get in to see a doctor since moving to London so I can’t get my scripts rewritten and I ran out of my meds during the week. It’s awful. Headaches and mood swings and hating on life. I’m so damn fat and enormous and no wonder no one loves me.
I met a guy Friday night and he kissed me and it was really good but then I got too drunk and ended up passing out in my toilet so he went home. Haven’t heard from him since. Which sucks cos I really liked him. But then it’s the same as what always happens to me. Wow I’m depressing tonight. I just wish I had someone to talk to. All my support groups have pretty much gone quiet. I don’t have any friends over here yet. I’m just lonely and homesick and fat and stupid. Thank god it’s Monday tomorrow. At least I like my job.

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